Saturday, January 22, 2011

I think I have a serious problem. Recently I watched City of Angels. Ever since I watched this movie, I feel like there might be some people who can hear our thoughts. And this has freaked me out. I don't know. Maybe there are some people with special/magical powers who can do this. I thought about this for a while.

Our thoughts are the only personal thing we have. No one is supposed to know what we are thinking or how we feel.

Last week I realized this person could be in my class. So, I started thinking in sentences. For example, instead of thinking about a situation and how it made me feel, I would say it or narrate it in my head. I will say "man, that really made me mad when so-and-so said that to me." Blah. And then sometimes I will find myself trying to communicate with the person in my class and tell them its rude for them to listen to everyones thoughts, and to leave me alone. Oh. I also ask them not to tell everyone about my secrets.

I feel like such an idiot. But I can't help it. I'm kind of paranoid.

EDIT: I forgot to mention (and then some of you reminded me in comments) that sometimes I think of something really interesting and then look around to see people's reactions. I haven't really noticed anyone look surprised. So, I kinda think it could be someone who sits behind me. There are two whole rows. Hmm.


Aminah said...

Lol, I don't think it's that person.
But your paranoia is partly logical because God can everything we're thinking. :P

Purple Pyro said...

Haha! I'm sorry, paranoia shouldn't be funny *stifles laugh* but it's a bit amusing how you've been trying to accommodate your thoughts to them :P
Try thinking something really shocking, or loud, and see if they respond...? Or think, 'If you can hear this, then blink twice'. That should prove it and then you can relax :D

controlled chaos said...

Omg omg omg omggg



ohhhhhh that's soo funnyyy and saddd cuz I do that too sometimes only not to a paranoia extent, i feel like I'm in a book narrating my story..sometimes

EmptyWords said...

LOL @purple pyro... I agree - think something shocking and see if they gasp out loud in class during an exam or something

Mrs. Cullen said...

GUYS!! I have been doing that! I've been thinking about interesting things and then I look around to see peoples reactions. I still can't figure it out.

So, I kind of think its someone who sits behind me?

Constructive Attitude said...

maybe it's J. or J-man.

Or maybe it's your neighbors.

Sulthana said...

Lol. You remind me of Phoebe from Friends :)

ladytruth said...

I guess Big Brother is not just watching, but listening now as well. Disturbing, I say! :)

Chuckle said...

haha. omg. read what i wrote on my blog. hahaha. this is kinda coinciding with what you just wrote.

marjnhomer said...

that's so funny but yeah only allah can hear our thoughts and no one else. and our thoughts are something we can not run away from.

Sabirah said...

Lol...amusing post! I actually always wonder how "readable" I am. Like if people can tell what is going on with from my face...I really dnt kno how to explain it.

Sulthana said...

@ Chuckle

I wrote this whole comment out on your post in your blog and then realised I couldn't post it because you don't have Name/URL option (and I don't have all those ID stuff).

So because I've written it, I'm just going to post it here:

"Excellent post, and one many can relate to, including myself, I've been doing this lately, I noticed.

I used to be more aware of my surroundings, especially when I think about writing (how would I describe what I'm seeing write now) but lately I've been getting to places without seeing the journey.

Read your other stuff, made me laugh. Keep writing :)"

Artistic Logic said...

hahahaha i love this post
im smiling right now