Ok. No. I lied. It's really 7:28 am.
But who can tell the difference? I'm awake when I don't want to be, everyone else is sleeping and it's still dark outside. And it's a saturday. So it's pretty much the same.
I should be studying.
No. I lied again. I REALLY REALLY should be studying.
I didn't do anything all day yesterday (=got no school work done) because I couldn't stop feeling anxious and restless and all I wanted to do is eat, which I did; first breakfast, second breakfast, pizza, hash browns, dinner, second mini dinner including two toaster strudels, then two bowls of popcorn and chips (mixed together ) right before I gave up and went to sleep.
And I woke up today feeling so irritated and fat. First I got grumpy with my mom, and felt terrible about it, then I just grunted at my cat (a guess a little something like a caveman), then I got really irritated with myself and snapped at myself , then I thought about everything that I ate, looked in the mirror and decided that I was clearly getting fat, and snapped at myself again.
It's amazing how negative energy promotes negative energy.
Maybe if I went out and cleaned ...oh I dunno.... like the local Freeway, I would have gone to bed and woken up with daisies falling all around me to pretty music and birds and squirrels singing and flying rainbows. I would have let out a giggle, and pranced like a ballerina to the bathroom.
Okay I lied again, as I'm sure you can clearly tell, there is no such thing as CC giggling......Or prancing for that matter.
Oh but I do like banging my head against the wall, both metaphorically and realistically.
It's such a great exercise and I don't know why people just don't do that instead of spending hundreds of dollars on yoga and meditation. They could be using that money on car insurance!
Or they could switch to Geico and save hundreds of dollars on car insurance and use that money to buy therapy classes for their local medical student.
Who like a fellow author once very clearly pointed out, is YOUR FUTURE DOCTOR.
And the end. That's the happy ending you get with this post............yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy