Since I was a girl

You were my shining star

And when things got dark

You went very far

The place you hold in my heart

Can never be replaced

But sometimes the hurt you inflict

Won't leave without a trace

All my life I struggled to be heard

To find a voice of my own

Now I am flustered

Ugly unknowledgeable barely even grown

Every day I struggle to be someone

Who can one day be respected

But as I grow more and more

I only feel neglected

Who am I, I don't even know anymore

I have turned into something ugly

Once I had spirits high and beautiful

Now I feel unworthy

Who am I in this large picture of life

Once I was your daughter

Now I am a woman, a wife

Now I am a mother.

I have no idea how to take care of myself

I don't know why God held me so high

He lifted my wings

And told me to fly in stride

I'm losing this battle

Of constantly trying to win

To stay on the right path

Without falling into sin