Never doubt that a small group of people can change the world. Indeed, it is the only thing that ever has- M.M.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Picture (im)Perfect
Like yesterday for instance I wore a beautiful blue and white printed summer dress. Then today I took out a flowery red, black, and white knee skirt paired with a black V-top with red bangles and matching earrings.
Then I just sat in front of the mirror trying to snap pictures.
Bad idea.
Apparently my camera cannot pick up my beauty for the life of it.
WHYYY must it deceive everyone??
Either I was not photogenic today or my camera (a Kodak) is terrible. Sigh. I think I'm done ranting and shall go back to finishing up my papers.
Peace out everyone!
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Mrs. Cullen: The Witness
Funny story. Last week my dad was out of the country. Two times that week we had Jehovah Witnesses come by. They always asked for my dad and I told them to come back next week. They spoke to me and were very kind. They even asked me my name. Then they told me it was beautiful.
I went to the library this morning because our printer wasn't working. When I came back home they were in the living room talking to my dad. They saw me, said hello and even used my name. They remembered! I thought this was funny. The fact they were inside talking to my dad and trying to convert him.
I never knew much about Jehovah Witnesses. I used to think they were Christians and could be Catholic, Baptist, etc and the only reason they were called Jehovah Witnesses was because they went house to house dressed in black and tried to convert people. Well I guess that's not true. They weren't wearing black. And, they are their own sect of Christianity. They believe their God's name is Jehovah. They don't celebrate Easter or Christmas. Oh. Well I guess I still don't know much about them.
Anyway. I went to my room while my dad spoke with them. One of the men is Indian and so is his wife. They used to be the "Sikh" religion and converted ten years ago. The others were white ladies. I think they purposely brought an Indian couple, thinking we can relate to them and that would help us BELIEVE!
Ok. So when they left, my dad told us what was said. He said that the Indian man was talking about their religion and wanted to read my dad something from the Bible. But he didn't have the Bible in his hand. One of the other ladies had it. So he asked her for it.
---Normally, when you ask someone for ANYTHING, you get up and get it from them. Or they get up and get it for you.----I mean, sometimes I throw my brother his car keys or the phone--but if its a book--never.---And if its my parents or someone older than me, or someone I respect (not that I don't respect my brother, cuties) then I would never throw anything at them. That's just something I've been taught since I was a child.---
So, he asks the lady for the Bible. The lady is sitting on the other side of the living room. She throws it at him. There are two ways to throw something. One is hold it and and gently throw it towards the side. The other way I would call a chuck. Its lifting it up in the air and throwing it--like a ball. That's what she did, but to a book. And not just any book; the Bible.
Anyway, my dad was so surprised that this happened and he told them this. He said, this is the word of God and you are throwing it? Anyway, basically the people were so embarrassed and they left. The End.
I kinda feel bad. Maybe it was a simple mistake. I dunno. I am sure not everyone is like this. I just can't imagine throwing the Qur'an like that. Or throwing it at all. I feel so terrible if I accidentally drop it. I place it on the highest level of my bookshelf so I am not accidentally pointing my feet towards it as I sleep. I dunno. I just thought it was an interesting story. The End.
Yours for the Sake of Peace and Sisterhood,
Mrs. Cullen
Thursday, April 15, 2010
It's blazing
Fresh human flesh and decay
It moans and groans
It’s in need of food
Nor will it fill
It urges for more
Patches and spots
Of bright fire
Starting to spread
With each desire
Humans are no longer
Protecting themselves from sin
And the hell is blazing
Waiting for humans to go in
(Journalist)
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
My family is Weird
"Nooo. Why don't you?!"
"Cuz I'd have to change my clothes, put on my scarf, put on contacts and thennnnn go. All you have to do is put on a proper shirt!"
"Can they see us?"
Me and my brother peeked out of my parents' bedroom looking downstairs into the family room. All we could see was the leg of one person.
"Really C, I think you should go downstairs. Mom is downstairs cooking all by herself. How could you not be helping her?
"How could youuu?!"
"Is that all you can say?! She gave birth to you!"
"So? SHE gave birth to you too!'
"But MY HANDS are hurting. You know that! I'm not even making it up. I have an excuse"
"Yeah.Ok. HER HANDS arealwayshurtingshe'ssoannoyingalwaysusingherhandsasanexecusetonotdowork"
"You know I'm standing right here. You're grumbling like an old man"
"And you have the hands of an old WOman!"
"WHY are YOUUU even hiding?!! You just need to change your shirt!"
".....I unno...."
And this is the typical conversation one would find in my house when we have unexpected guests.
First, we have protesting.
"WHY do they have to come over?!"
"Make them come over tomorrow!"
"What do you MEAN they're coming over right now?!"
"I'm NOT helping!!"
Then, the cleaning frenzy. Which involves a lot of yelling, mostly on my part, mostly at my brothers, mostly for every possible item of theirs' that I find....and will find.
Take for example item #1. Socks.
SOCKS GALORE!!!
One Sock. Ten Socks. White Socks. Every other Sock.
Socks on the couch.
Socks under the couch.
Socks by the TV
More Socks by the TV.
item #2. Books.
BOOKS And PAPERS everywhere!!
One BOOK. Ten thousand Papers. Yellow Book....Well you get the point
Next we have a running around frenzy which involves me and my brothers generally running around either to escape work or to bring back the escapees to work or running away at every sound of a car door closing thinking it's our guests.
Then when the doorbell rings....Well, imagine a cluster of um..herbivores that have detected a um.. prey coming after them and scatter away in less than five seconds to every possible location.
OR imagine an army sergeant giving his troop the order to scatter.
Either way you should have a pretty accurate picture. It's kinda like how my aunt described it once, "After ringing the doorbell, I hear a lot of running and whisper-yellings and thuds running up the stairs"
No, my parents are of course not included in this mad frenzy of me, my three brothers and my cat.
Well sometimes they can be I guess. But I'm not telling.
And today was just that day. Only with two less individuals running around. Two of my brothers where gone. Dad calls to tell us some relatives of his are coming over, by the way when we say relatives we mean third cousin's wife's sibling's in-law's second cousin's sister's neighbor and the family.
I kid. Well at least over the neighbor bit. So then that's when the process begins. And ends with the typical conversation of above, me and my brother, who were totally not dressed and already decided to remain upstairs and pretend to be A. Sleeping B. Not at home C. Non-existent or D. Sick.
And we remain there unless to A. Peek at the people B. Peek at them when they're leaving C. When our parents are heard saying in the most politest way, "Hey what are you guys doing up there? Guests are over at our house. Come meet them." And to our guests, "Haha yeah I guess they don't know you guys came over"
What else would you say with psychotic kids like us?
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Verbiage
France wants to push for a law that would ban the burqa as well, expanding the 2004 law that banned headscarves in state schools. Other countries such as Britain, the Netherlands, and many German states are also facing the debate in whether or not to expand their ban on headscarves in schools- to burqas in public places. And of course there was Switzerland last year banning mosques from building minarets.
But the thing that makes the Belgium ban different from the headscarf bans in other EU countries is that, it has the support- albeit cautious, of the Muslim community there.
Belgian Muslim: "It is wrong to say the burqa is part of Islam. The vast majority of Muslims do not wear it. And it's not a bad idea to give a signal that we need some rules to live together."
Another Belgian Muslim: "I don't like the burqa. Every person should be visible. In most cases, it is not a religious act, but a macho one...But I wonder if we need a law on it. If we do this, we could make it a symbol and reinforce extremists on all sides. And in the middle of this economic crisis, where everyone is concerned about their job, this is not the number one problem."
Belgian non-Muslim: "The Muslim community is not yet well-integrated in Belgium. The difference between them and us is still there. This law draws a line, saying we in western European democracies accept Muslim beliefs, but in order to live together and even communicate - we have to be seen."
This makes for an interesting conundrum. As a Muslim and as a female, I have thoughts on this- obviously. But does it matter what I think when the Muslims in said country are accepting of this? There is no doubt in my mind that when this law passes, there will be HUGE backlashes across the world from offended and outraged Muslims, but I don't live in Belgium and the closest thing I know about Belgium are their deliciously scrumptious waffles. So who am I to say that this law steps on the toes of Belgian women's rights to wear what they want? Even though that is kind of my first reaction. I don't know. It's complicated to say the least. When Denmark published those cartoons, it only turned into a big deal when Muslims outside of Denmark made it a big deal. Yeah of course there were Muslims in Denmark that were offended and angry, but the majority of people were like, oh.
Sometimes I think in trying to assert freedom and "democratizing" countries- we take away their right to feel and express the way they want to. I mean why can't we live in a world where we have countries and places that express their values in different ways- why does there only have to be one way? If the people are happy what right do I have to say- no, you would be happier this way?
Whatever thats just my mental vomit on the issue.
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Youthful Wisdom: The Beatboxer
Beatboxing.
Sure, I'm not amazing at it or anything. Buuuuut.... imagine this.
Presenting ... Youthful Wisdom, the Muslim Woman Beatboxer ... what what!
Has a nice ring to it, right?
Check this out... Flutebox Lee...He's one of my favorites..
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
I think I was high off of cocoa puffs
*Hello there!
CC here, with a post I typed a while ago but didn't publish. Reading back on it now I really don't get the post but whatthehay it's kinda interesting**
Sunday morning.
Cocoa Puffs and sunday comics.
Once upon a time (three years ago) that above list would have included, Sunday morning cartoons. So for the heck of it, I decided to give my old friends another chance.
I mean anything to escape the studying. It was a good cause...you know old friends and stuff.
So anyways, the green monster/hero guys says this line in the cartoon, "Only the strong can afford to trust" (Or was it, "Only the powerful"?) . So first I snort in my head over that extremely stupid, Star Wars like, line.
Then I started thinking about that line.
Only the strong can afford to trust...huh...it actually makes sense.
Note how the line says, CAN AFFORD. It doesn't say should, or would, but that they could afford to. Yeah, you could throw a lot of examples at me, and show me how the strong actually become more paranoid, or can afford to trust less. But as a general rule, it makes sense.
And that from a cartoon with monsters (and its still not Pokemon).
The weak can't afford to trust, because they don't know who or what is going to eat them alive. Both metaphoricallyl and literally.
Voldemort could afford to trust his hunchmen. Why?
Because he was strong, and believed they could never do something against him
His hunchmen couldn't afford to trust him. Why?
Because they knew Voldemort was stronger, and could afford to kill them.
Humans, generally can afford to trust their pets. Their dogs are tamed and submissive. The human is the master, the stronger one. On the other hand, one would not generally trust a stray. Especially if those strays enjoy running chasing you (don't ask).
It is the strong that know that would be untouched even if the weak wanted to hurt them. And trusting someone or something, is different from being comfortable. Though, the two are related.
You might be comfortable around someone, but do you trust them? Maybe not completely. But why? Because they could still hurt you? How and why could they hurt you? Because you're vulnerable to the hurt, you're not that strong of a person, you have weaknesses.
Also, notice that you can describe strength in different ways-mentally, physically, emotionally etc.
Ok I'm gonna stop myself here. I'm sorry about that post, but I really wanted to share that lame hallelujah moment with someone. Just think about it. It's kinda fun.
Promise it is.
On a side note, my laptop crashed. And I forgot I had a blog for a couple days now. HP really knows how to make great products. I talked to a HP guy today who was pretty helpful.
But seriously, I did not pay all this money for a laptop that's making my life harder. And his suggestion was to get another year warranty for another couple 100 dollars.
um HELL NO
WHAT EXACTLY IS HP THINKING?
I already PAID you money, to give me a good, relatively durable laptop. YOUR laptop keeps screwing on me, MY warranty is ending, and I get NO compensation for the hell I've been put through.
Instead I get the option to pay MORE money that I do NOT have, to cover problems that I SHOULD NOT be having.
Can someone please call HP on my behalf and yell at them.
I ended leaving the conversation giving a 9/10 for my overall HP experience.
I don't even know how it happened.
I'm pathetic.
Hmm I smell food. Bye.
p.s. Just to update you all, my warranty expired and my laptop is still having issues and my backspace key is missing. Maybe I should try the Windows 7? I have a feeling no one is going to respond to my question but I'm asking anyways.
p.p.s. I really don't know what was going through my head when I wrote that post, I sound like I was high but I promise I wasn't. At least not on anything illegal. And you should get a prize if you got through that post.
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Rant of the Day
Saudi Arabia To Execute TV Host For Sorcery
I mean are you EFFING SERIOUS???? The guy was a Lebanese tv host that read out horoscopes over the air! Oh and the best part was that they got him when he went to Saudi Arabia for UMRAH (pilgrimage). That’s just sadistic.
Yup. That definitely ruined my day. In other news the Vaticans spokeperson-preacher said the abuse allegations that the Pope and the church were receiving reminded him “of the most shameful aspects of anti-semitism”. I’m thinking: open mouth, insert foot. Let’s just say the Jews are not pleased.
Ever since moving to Dubai, I’ve kind of stayed out of the meat and bones of politics going on in America. Which is different for me but was definitely a yummy breather. Don’t get me wrong, I LOVE politics- it’s just that I’ve been living and breathing all the vitriol for such a long time that, I was happy for the respite
But that said, lets talk politics!
So the healthcare bill is now law. And of course with every unpopular law, there are those that will work to repeal it- which is exactly what the entire Republican party and a handful of identity-confused democrats are doing. Some states have joined together in a lawsuit against the government saying, the law over-reaches the powers of the government and cannot mandate states to follow it…anyone who ever came into contact with the constitution will know that this is complete bull$%#* and doesn’t have a chance of winning. So why would these governors and senators and congressmen go through the embarrassment of “suing” the government? Well the popular opinion is that they will lock in the conservative vote come the senate elections this November, 36 seats are up for grabs- well actually most of them don’t have real challengers but with the democrats only leading by a slim majority, one or two seats would swing the momentum. If you can call what the democrats are doing, momentum.
SO what exactly does this law do? Well in my opinion not even nearly as much as I want it to do, but some change is better than none.
1) Provides coverage to an estimated 30 million people who are currently NOT covered
2) Requires Americans who can afford it, to buy health insurance
3) Adds an additional 16 million people to Medicaid
4) Subsidizes private coverage for low and middle income people
5) Regulates private insurers:
a) Bans: denial of care due to pre-existing conditions
6) Congressional Budget Office states that it will reduce the federal deficit by $138 billion
Yup. That’s the law in a nutshell- I mean the law is over 1000 pages with a bunch of other stuff in it but these are like the big building blocks of the bill. And the other stuff is super boring and I don’t feel like torturing you with it. I think I’ll save that for a rainy day. One thing I am interested in though, when the republicans start campaigning (who am I kidding, they’ve been campaigning since 2008)- are they going to run on the platform: “Repeal the healthcare LAW that insures 30 million more people and brings down the federal defecit!!! YEAH NO OBAMACARE- Oh and while we're at it lets kick off ALL THOSE OLD people that this law now covers under the expanded medicaid rules!!" If thats their platform, I don't think Obama should sweat it- but then again Americans are notoriously stupid so maybe....